im super pissed now ;
ARGHS .
ITP coming ;
have to choose the companies and arenas you wannna work on ;
and i was thinking of going over to taiwan for internship ;
cause got my cousin and family over there ;
was thinking of just asking whether her company needa designer intern like me ;
then my dad just said ;
NO to me ;
WTF .
whats wrong with going overseas for internship ?
going overseas for internship would be another opportunity for you to see the different working culture of each different country ;
i just would like to try it out and experience it ;
rather than just interning in local companies ;
its just different experience and exposure for me ;
why not ?
just dont understand why my dad was so against it ;
till he quarrelled with my mum ;
WTH .
he just said ;
" you think you 18 already ; adult already eh ? you think you can takecare of yourself over there ? you think taiwan is a safe country like singapore ?
you think ya cousin been able to takecare of you ? you think everything is so easy ? "
WTFFF .
dont wish to say anymore ;
tears brimming up my eyes already ;
;x
not going to care ;
going to just ask my cousin over the international phone call tmr ;
and asked her myself instead ;
im so gonna prove to him that i can takecare of everything myself .
if you are nnot going to try ;
you wont be able to know whats out there for you in this world ;
you wont get to experience the real essence of life ;
LOL .
alright whatever .
anyway ;
had VAF in the morning today ;
then followed ariel all the way back to her house ;
to get my denim shorts ;
TOLD HER ALREADY ;
DIEDIE MUST BRING MY SHORTS ;
cause i would be having rehearsal in the afternoon ;
in the end she forgotten as usual ;
;x
really wondered how come such an hardworking person could be so absent-minded ?!?!?
RARRR !
HAHAHA .
mmsp rehearsal was hmmmm ;
the talentime for denise was still in the mess ;
WORRIED ;x
some pics taken over at CC :
:DDD
after that ;
went off to meet angel and anncheee over at the mrt station ;
went back to batok to eat dinner together !
:D
but guess i saw something that its still troubled me till now ;
guess im 미친 .
;x
initally wanna eat zizha ;
in the end because of someone la !
went to eat MOS burger instead ;
;x
misssed those long and lovely secondary school eating sessions ;
;D
cold cold night ;
feel like just snuggle myself to sleeep ;
but cant !
piles of works whining me to finish them off ;
and im still procrastinating ;
F MANNN !
angry with myself ;
;x
dont deserved to be loved ;
nor to love anyone now ;
guess my heart is going haywired again ;
;x
미친미친미친미친!
