feeeling super frustrated now ;
like would anytime EXPLODE ;
FUCKKKKKKK !

i really dislike HATE relatives who bullied my parents ;
firstly is the insurance thingy ;
now is the retirement thingy ;
WTF ?
think my parents are nice people ;
easy to bully is it ?
anyhow cheat people's money ;
anyhow scold people ;
FUCKKERS !

insurance thingy ;
all i wanna say is ;
insurance agents really sucks ;
my hatred for them really deepen like noone's business ;
what money would grow if you invest in that bullshit insurance ?
ALL CRAPS AND BULLSHITS !
in return what do we get ?
lesser money ; more commission for you all lars ;
FUCKERS NB CB !
relatives also can like that ;
you wanna money soo much is it ?
GO EAT SHIT LA !
%#@%!@$!@!#%!#@$

retirement thingy ;
although you are my uncle ; my mum's brother ;
just like that i wanna scold you more ;
how can you treat my mum like that ?
my mum is a really nice and hradworking employer ;
she does MORE than she have to do ;
yet you wanna her to retire just because shes too old ?!?!
WTFFFFF !
FUCK YOU !
wanna her to retire nevermind ;
you still scolded her ?!?!?
YOU TOTALLY HAVE NO RIGHTS TO SCOLD HER MAN !
FUCKER !

really angry with you ;
and YOU !
ALL FUCKERS AND SUCKERS who bullied my family ;
relatives ?
all bullshits la ;

feeling really sad for my mum ;;
shes like crying secretly ;
yet i cant do anything for her ;
all i could do is to give her a big hug and cried along with her ;
realised that i had a terrble relatives afteralll ;
HYPORITES !

and now ;
im feeling frustrated about myself too ;
frustrated that why im sooo not spendthrift ;
frsutrated that im like spending money like noone's business ;
frustrated that im still 17 and i cant earn big money for family ;
frustrated that ...
gonna get a parttime no matter what ;

though dad allow me to do so ;
i feared that i cant cope between studies ; work and ccas ;
but for the financial status of my family now ;
i HAVE to work ;
no matter what ;
at least for my expenses ;
so that i dont have to ask parents for money ;

SIUYUN !
stay strong !
dont be crybaby already ;
17 already !
JIAYOU !

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