just came back from camp ;
dang frustrated now ;
dont ask why ;
PIPIPAPIPU !
%$@#%@#$!@#!@$!@
dance trainings ;
phone bills ;
MONEY ;
parents' naggings ;
parents' "understanding" attitude ;
assignments ;
GPA ;
all of them are SERIOUSLY making me breaking down ;
i seriously lost in the middle of nowhere ;
feeling soo shagged and tired and sadd for nothing ;
i may seem strong on the outside ;
somehow or somewhat ;
but actually and seriously ;
IM NOT !
cant stand it myself too ;
but YES im weak ;
what can i do ?
how i wish i could solve everything by myself ;
but i cant ;
all i know is cry and nothing else ;
one conclusion :
life sucks like fuck ;
shall update on camps when i got better ;
DDD:
