why my life have to be sooo diffferent from others ?
why must i be the one who must endure all these problems and stuffs ?
why must i be the one who are always wrong ?
why must i be the one whose body size is sooo small ;
yet have to endure all these nonsensical stuffs like that ?
why must i be treated like that ?
why cant i be myself ?
why cant i do my own things ?
why cant i have freedom of my own ?
why cant i just break freee from the problems ?
most importantly ;
why are YOU always saying me !??!?
can you PLEASEEEE give me a break ???!?

im stressed now ;
seriously ;
very tired ;
neverending assignments ;
ccas and stuffs ;
stil have such stupid problems ;
im breaking down ;
i cant take it anymore ;

i scared ;
i feared ;
i desperate ;
i demoralise ;
i wannna escape from everything ;

i dont give the DAMN now ;
FCUK MY LIFE NOW !
FCUK MY WORLD !
WHAT THE FUCKING LIFE IM HAVING NOW !
NO LIFE MAN !!!
i totally cant BREATHE at all !
im going to die babay ;
really ...






SIUYUN IS TOTALLY DEAD THIS MOMENT;;;







i feeel sooo lonely ;
especially in poly life ;
i suddenly missed my sec sch friends ;
aloads aloads ;
i wannna shout it out that ;
I MMISSS YOU ALL BABAY !

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