today is labour day ;
should be a public hol ;;
but im stuck at home !
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initially ;
theres a "PHUNKIT" outing going on ;
at the east coast park ;;
in the end i didnt turn up ;
all thanks to my dad uh .

stayed at home ;
nothing to do ;
found some really cool videos ;;
about dancing !~
WHOOOTS !~



HIPHOP JAZZZZZZ !~

and LOCKING !!!~



awwww !~
wannna learn them badly babay !
they are simply sooooo coool !
popping also !
but ;
popping is more suitable to guys ;
than the girls ;;
but its soooooo COOOOL babay !~
:DDD

and yeah ;
camwhored too ;;
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sorrry babay ;
but i cant help it ///
















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and yeah ;
today happened something terrible ;
i dont wannaa say tooo much ;
feared i became emo and cried again ...

in short ;
today's dinner was BITTER ;
cause theres a mixture of my tears ; my fear ; my anger ...
i simply cried throughout the whole dinner .

im NOT angry at my dad ;
cause i knew that i was CHILDISH ;
tooo immature that i still having child tempers till now ;
so i was initially angry with myself ;
with my stupid actions shown ;
at the coffeeshop somemore ///

but afterthought ;
i was angry with my dad as well ;
guess what ?
he wanna accept that BITCH as his goddaughter !!!

what the fcuking TOOOTS !
of course he didnt knew that i knew something ;;
but he was there ;
announcing soo loudly yesterday that ;
when she accepted to be his goddaughter ;;
hes going to treat everyone a treat .

and i was there ;
thinking ;;
WHAT THE _l_ ?!?!?
im not jealous of course ;
oh pleasssse !
i simply hate that bitch ;;

@@%#^@$#%@^#&#@

i dont wanna see her ;
so i wanna her to fcuk off from my world ;
BACK OFFF !~












how i wish i can be a nasty person ;
how i wish i can be baddddd ;
how i wish everyone is this world hates me ;;
and i dontknow why ;;;



i have not uttered or spoken any words ;
to anyone ;
from just now till now ///

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