ANNYEONG HASEYO ! ♥SIUYUN is my BIG name .
was born to this lalala world on 12thNOV1991 18-going-to-be .
living in a world full of colours .
family ; the heart of mine .
friends ; the soul of mine .
music ; the life of mine .
a korean-wanna-be .
spending time in SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC ;
studying CREATIVE MEDIA DESIGN .
shall DANCE the rest of my life away .
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why my life have to be sooo diffferent from others ? why must i be the one who must endure all these problems and stuffs ? why must i be the one who are always wrong ? why must i be the one whose body size is sooo small ; yet have to endure all these nonsensical stuffs like that ? why must i be treated like that ? why cant i be myself ? why cant i do my own things ? why cant i have freedom of my own ? why cant i just break freee from the problems ? most importantly ; why are YOU always saying me !??!? can you PLEASEEEE give me a break ???!?
im stressed now ; seriously ; very tired ; neverending assignments ; ccas and stuffs ; stil have such stupid problems ; im breaking down ; i cant take it anymore ;
i scared ; i feared ; i desperate ; i demoralise ; i wannna escape from everything ;
i dont give the DAMN now ; FCUK MY LIFE NOW ! FCUK MY WORLD ! WHAT THE FUCKING LIFE IM HAVING NOW ! NO LIFE MAN !!! i totally cant BREATHE at all ! im going to die babay ; really ...
SIUYUN IS TOTALLY DEAD THIS MOMENT;;;
i feeel sooo lonely ; especially in poly life ; i suddenly missed my sec sch friends ; aloads aloads ; i wannna shout it out that ; I MMISSS YOU ALL BABAY !
11:09 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008Y
loadsa things happened ; lazy to update ; so yeahhh ;
this cake looks sooo nice ! hahars ; i know its random ; but it really looks soo nice ! took it from one of taiwan drama series im watching now ; 翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 (((:
hhaahrs ! this is the invitation poster ; created by ashlyn babay ! cute right ? superrr nice lars ! :DDD
alright babay ; someone misses me ! XDDD
wont be blogging these few days ; until i finish my birds ; >< CIAOS ! :D
9:13 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008Y
yeahh babay ; today i have not beeen at home ; gone out the whole day ; just to practice dancee ; for the coming audition this coming wednesday ! (:
and yeah ; had loadsa fun with michelle and shina ; michelle is soooo comical and funnny ! made us laugh like maddd ; i loveee her sentence :
" you ROCK ; i STONEEE "
niceeee onee sia ; :DDD
and yeah ; while choero our own steps ; did loadsa crappt stufffs ; danced loadsa crazy dances ; and yeah ; i loveeee shina babay ! she can really DANCE lars ! WHOOOOOTS ! :DDDD
and yeah ; we are adding this into our dance too ; errrrr .... i didnt know that i could do it this wayyy ; so yeah ><
and yeah ; took some random pics too : *pointing below* hahars ! the threee jokeers of the day ! :DDD love them to bits babay ; (((:
oh yeah ; after practising me and shina went to jurongpoint ; cause shes hungry ; acccompanied her for dinner ; and yeah ; took this out of randomness : i loveee crazy combination ; especially to fooods ! :D
and yeah ; took this as well : *pointing below* they are cuteee ! hahars ! and guess what ? the red one and the pink one waved to me goodbye ; while me and shina were going down the eslatator ; hahars ; quite cutee though (:
and yeah ; JP 's toilet is soooo coool ! guess what ? theres MIRRROR in the CUBICLES ! WHOOAAA ! seee !~ i even camwhoreddd ; LOLS ! alright ; getting stupid ; fasinating the fact that theres actually mirrrors in cubicles ; ><
after that ; went over to my aunt's house ; cause its a longggg time since i last saw her ;; kinda missed her so yeah (: and yeah ; she treated me with cherrries ! YUMMMMMMMMMMMMM ! :DDD
today had loadsa fun ; tired ; yet happpy ; at least got some break over unbreathable assignments ; awwwwwwwwwwww ! T^T
11:46 PM
Friday, May 23, 2008Y
alright babay ; nowadays i really had no time ; to update my blog lars ! worst ; my whole body is aching ; and im dying of the pain ; especially at my legs area there ;; and i walkeed like a cripple or something ; ><
hmmmm ; these two days nothing much actually ; yesterday had fun during OC ; lazy to elaborate ; so yeah .
then today no schooling ! just went to schoool for the submittion of HCD poster ; my poster is like ... sooo sucky ; as compared to the rest ; ><
went home ; nothing to do ; camwhored ;
alright babays ; im tired ; so yeah ; still have TONS of assignments to do ; ><
tmr going to practise dance ; WHOOOOTS ! :DDD
11:07 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008Y
alright babay ; going to post about theese two days' happenings ;
yesterday has DT still live drawing ; and yeah ; i screwwwwed up ! awwww ! dont wannna talk about it ; two words : TOTALLY SCREWWWED ! ><
anyway ; gotten this : from my dearrr angel ! awwwwwwwwwwwwww sooo sweeet !~ thanks for the message ; i willl give ya a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HUGGG ; when i got to know who are you !~ :DDD
whoa ! gotten chocolate from my dad too ; KITKAT ! alamak ; why not mars bar chocolate instead ?!?! but nevermind ; and hey ! is that consolation prize for me over the screwed DS ?!?! ><
then today ; hhad the dance clinic workshop ; whoaaa ! superrr fun !~
i began to love dancing more and MOREEE ! :DDD
but yeah ; my legs are totally WOBBLY after that workshop ; cause too long never done such vigorous exercises already ; thats why ; ><
tired ; im seriously tired ; both physically ; and mentally ;; how long can i survive "?
10:45 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008Y
heyhey ! my name is ... err ; i forgottten ! ><;
hhhahars ; anyway bought that just today ; its a pencilcase actually ; so yeahhh ;; cute right ? :D
anyway ; today is vesak day ; not planning to go anywhere ; cause neeeda to stay at home ; and rush assignments ; so yeah .
at first thought that VDS is over ; so that the workload will be lesser ;; but NONONONOOOO babay ! the workload is MOREEEEE instead ! ><
but ; as usual ; could really concentrate ! DREADS !
camwhored instead ; >< alamak ! im such a camwhore freakkkk ! playing with rabbit ;
listening to music ;
oh yeah ! this is NICKY BOY ! hahars ; it was given to me by nic ; so yeahhh ; dontknow what name to give it ; so its called nicky boy for the moment; till we think of other better name ?
but yeah ; its cute though ; aint it ? :D
alright babay ; short and stupid day for me ; and yeah ; tmr DS still live drawing test ! and im going to be sooo DEAD ! ><
seee ! i bloggeds this post ; at 1111 !!!~ someone is misssing me babay ! :DDD
11:11 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008Y
above is the artpiece taken by photographer jeslin ! :DDD
anyway ; early in the morning quarrelled with my dad ; totally fcuked up ;; so yeahhh ;
kinda emo ; even saw nic and chija mean didnt really smiled ; lols .
then ; loads of commotion going on ; cause of nathan babay !~ hahars ;
alright ; mood was slightly better ; at least got to smile and laugh ; lols .
and yeah ; had lunch at one of the coffeeshop before heading to sentosa ; and yeah bought roti john ; *pointing below* its nice babbay ! though its the first time trying that out ; and yeah ; because of this ; i was also rated as the slowest eater ; ><;
snapshot of kaili !~ P>S im not the one whom took it babay ! :D
then ; got in to sentosa ; yeahyeah babay ; jes babay came too !~ :D
and yeah ; did nothing much there ; jes went there to tan ; and i was there not wanting to tan ; but in the end got tannn instead ; cause im still more tannn than jes ! ><
took these out of boredom : hahars ! guess what ? cause nic brought three those floaty beds to sentosa ; so it was like ... six seven person on that three floats ???!!? sooo funny ! XD
then ; jes and i were "invited" to eat cup noodles ; cause ivan needa do some researches for his projects so yeah ; and we were like live models ; errrr ... at least we got freee cup nooodles to eat ??! hahars !
then ; walked the bridge with jes ; and we were like les partners ; enjoying tht romantic moment ; LOLS !
took some pics as well : *pointing below* awwww ! beautiful sunset ! :DDD
then ; nothing much ; slackkkk ; chitchat ; gosssips ; hittting well with kesavan about family matters ; so yeah babbay ; finally found one who has the same mindset as meee ! :D
lols ; then some went for the dinner ; then the rest including me went back home ; hmmmm ; the journey back home was quite "inteeresting" ; got entertained by nic and eugene ;
alright babay ; in short ; tired but at least ; got to freee my mind ; from everything ; just for a moment ; (:
11:45 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008Y
going to update yesterday's ; and well as today's happpenings ;;
yesterday was the deadline for VDS ; as well as HIVE photoshot session ;
so yeah ; hmmmm ; no comments for the photoshot ; cause i looked like a complete retard ! sawww those pics on the dcmd blogg ; ><;
then submitted VDS project ! WHOOOOTS ! finally one project is down ; but still have loadsa more ; ><
anyway ; went for the danceclub's AGM ; its some sort of briefing ; plus a mini concert specially for us ; so yeah ;
take a look at these videos :
all these dances ; were danced by the seniors ; so yeahhhh ; superrr cooool ! :DDD
but ; theres an audition !~ worst ; you have to add in your freestyle ! ><;
and yeah today ; had crs test early in the morning ; so yeah ;
the test was alright overall ; just that i kept using the wrong terms of words ; cause guess what ? the teacher did record down the conversation ; and the video cam was just beside me ; so yeah ; thats why i stammmered and everything !~ ><
and yeah ; went down to HIVE for short meeting ; then went down to mac to pack food up to T14 studio ; and yeah sawww angel !
awwww sorrry angel ! forgot to call ya for lunch ; but nevermind ; planning to call ya for lunch next friday ; so yeah its a PROMISE bbaabay ! :DDD
and yeah ; my angel gave me yanyan biscuits ; thanks angel (((: plus ; melt bought a soya bean milk ; guess what ? cause she wannna me to grow biggger ; hahars .
and yeah ; after school ; nothing to do ; shopped at westmall ;
bought loadsa things to pamper myself after tiring works and stuuffs ; *pointing below* hotpink pumps babay ! :DDD
and also ; bought a handband ; a fake eyelashes ; hotpink hail polish !!!~ :DDD