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Thursday, May 29, 2008Y


why my life have to be sooo diffferent from others ?
why must i be the one who must endure all these problems and stuffs ?
why must i be the one who are always wrong ?
why must i be the one whose body size is sooo small ;
yet have to endure all these nonsensical stuffs like that ?
why must i be treated like that ?
why cant i be myself ?
why cant i do my own things ?
why cant i have freedom of my own ?
why cant i just break freee from the problems ?
most importantly ;
why are YOU always saying me !??!?
can you PLEASEEEE give me a break ???!?

im stressed now ;
seriously ;
very tired ;
neverending assignments ;
ccas and stuffs ;
stil have such stupid problems ;
im breaking down ;
i cant take it anymore ;

i scared ;
i feared ;
i desperate ;
i demoralise ;
i wannna escape from everything ;

i dont give the DAMN now ;
FCUK MY LIFE NOW !
FCUK MY WORLD !
WHAT THE FUCKING LIFE IM HAVING NOW !
NO LIFE MAN !!!
i totally cant BREATHE at all !
im going to die babay ;
really ...






SIUYUN IS TOTALLY DEAD THIS MOMENT;;;







i feeel sooo lonely ;
especially in poly life ;
i suddenly missed my sec sch friends ;
aloads aloads ;
i wannna shout it out that ;
I MMISSS YOU ALL BABAY !

11:09 PM happyy-stopp

Monday, May 26, 2008Y



loadsa things happened ;
lazy to update ;
so yeahhh ;


this cake looks sooo nice !
hahars ;
i know its random ;
but it really looks soo nice !
took it from one of taiwan drama series im watching now ;
翻滾吧!蛋炒飯
(((:


hhaahrs !
this is the invitation poster ;
created by ashlyn babay !
cute right ?
superrr nice lars !
:DDD


alright babay ;
someone misses me !
XDDD


wont be blogging these few days ;
until i finish my birds ;
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CIAOS !
:D

9:13 PM happyy-stopp

Saturday, May 24, 2008Y


yeahh babay ;
today i have not beeen at home ;
gone out the whole day ;
just to practice dancee ;
for the coming audition this coming wednesday !
(:

and yeah ;
had loadsa fun with michelle and shina ;
michelle is soooo comical and funnny !
made us laugh like maddd ;
i loveee her sentence :

" you ROCK ; i STONEEE "

niceeee onee sia ;
:DDD

and yeah ;
while choero our own steps ;
did loadsa crappt stufffs ;
danced loadsa crazy dances ;
and yeah ;
i loveeee shina babay !
she can really DANCE lars !
WHOOOOOTS !
:DDDD

and yeah ;
we are adding this into our dance too ;

errrrr ....
i didnt know that i could do it this wayyy ;
so yeah
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and yeah ;
took some random pics too :
*pointing below*



hahars !
the threee jokeers of the day !
:DDD
love them to bits babay ;
(((:

oh yeah ;
after practising me and shina went to jurongpoint ;
cause shes hungry ;
acccompanied her for dinner ;
and yeah ;
took this out of randomness :

i loveee crazy combination ;
especially to fooods !
:D

and yeah ;
took this as well :
*pointing below*

they are cuteee !
hahars !
and guess what ?
the red one and the pink one waved to me goodbye ;
while me and shina were going down the eslatator ;
hahars ;
quite cutee though
(:

and yeah ;
JP 's toilet is soooo coool !
guess what ?
theres MIRRROR in the CUBICLES !
WHOOAAA !
seee !~
i even camwhoreddd ;


LOLS !
alright ;
getting stupid ;
fasinating the fact that theres actually mirrrors in cubicles ;
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after that ;
went over to my aunt's house ;
cause its a longggg time since i last saw her ;;
kinda missed her so yeah (:
and yeah ;
she treated me with cherrries !

YUMMMMMMMMMMMMM !
:DDD






today had loadsa fun ;
tired ;
yet happpy ;
at least got some break over unbreathable assignments ;
awwwwwwwwwwww !
T^T

11:46 PM happyy-stopp

Friday, May 23, 2008Y


alright babay ;
nowadays i really had no time ;
to update my blog lars !
worst ;
my whole body is aching ;
and im dying of the pain ;
especially at my legs area there ;;
and i walkeed like a cripple or something ;
><

hmmmm ;
these two days nothing much actually ;
yesterday had fun during OC ;
lazy to elaborate ;
so yeah .

then today no schooling !
just went to schoool for the submittion of HCD poster ;
my poster is like ...
sooo sucky ;
as compared to the rest ;
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went home ;
nothing to do ;
camwhored ;






alright babays ;
im tired ;
so yeah ;
still have TONS of assignments to do ;
><
















tmr going to practise dance ;
WHOOOOTS !
:DDD

11:07 PM happyy-stopp

Wednesday, May 21, 2008Y


alright babay ;
going to post about theese two days' happenings ;

yesterday has DT still live drawing ;
and yeah ;
i screwwwwed up !
awwww !
dont wannna talk about it ;
two words :
TOTALLY SCREWWWED !
><

anyway ;
gotten this :

from my dearrr angel !
awwwwwwwwwwwwww sooo sweeet !~
thanks for the message ;
i willl give ya a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HUGGG ;
when i got to know who are you !~
:DDD

whoa !
gotten chocolate from my dad too ;

KITKAT !
alamak ;
why not mars bar chocolate instead ?!?!
but nevermind ;
and hey !
is that consolation prize for me over the screwed DS ?!?!
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then today ;
hhad the dance clinic workshop ;
whoaaa !
superrr fun !~

i began to love dancing more and MOREEE !
:DDD

but yeah ;
my legs are totally WOBBLY after that workshop ;
cause too long never done such vigorous exercises already ;
thats why ;
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tired ;
im seriously tired ;
both physically ;
and mentally ;;
how long can i survive "?

10:45 PM happyy-stopp

Monday, May 19, 2008Y


heyhey !
my name is ...
err ;
i forgottten !
><;

hhhahars ;
anyway bought that just today ;
its a pencilcase actually ;
so yeahhh ;;
cute right ?
:D

anyway ;
today is vesak day ;
not planning to go anywhere ;
cause neeeda to stay at home ;
and rush assignments ;
so yeah .

at first thought that VDS is over ;
so that the workload will be lesser ;;
but NONONONOOOO babay !
the workload is MOREEEEE instead !
><

but ;
as usual ;
could really concentrate !
DREADS !

camwhored instead ;
><
alamak !
im such a camwhore freakkkk !





playing with rabbit ;

listening to music ;






oh yeah !
this is NICKY BOY !
hahars ;
it was given to me by nic ;
so yeahhh ;
dontknow what name to give it ;
so its called nicky boy for the moment;
till we think of other better name ?

but yeah ;
its cute though ;
aint it ?
:D

alright babay ;
short and stupid day for me ;
and yeah ;
tmr DS still live drawing test !
and im going to be sooo DEAD !
><

















seee !
i bloggeds this post ;
at 1111 !!!~
someone is misssing me babay !
:DDD

11:11 PM happyy-stopp

Saturday, May 17, 2008Y


above is the artpiece taken by photographer jeslin !
:DDD

anyway ;
early in the morning quarrelled with my dad ;
totally fcuked up ;;
so yeahhh ;

kinda emo ;
even saw nic and chija mean didnt really smiled ;
lols .

then ;
loads of commotion going on ;
cause of nathan babay !~
hahars ;

alright ;
mood was slightly better ;
at least got to smile and laugh ;
lols .

and yeah ;
had lunch at one of the coffeeshop before heading to sentosa ;
and yeah bought roti john ;
*pointing below*

its nice babbay !
though its the first time trying that out ;
and yeah ;
because of this ;
i was also rated as the slowest eater ;
><;

snapshot of kaili !~

P>S im not the one whom took it babay !
:D

then ;
got in to sentosa ;
yeahyeah babay ;
jes babay came too !~
:D

and yeah ;
did nothing much there ;
jes went there to tan ;
and i was there not wanting to tan ;
but in the end got tannn instead ;
cause im still more tannn than jes !
><

took these out of boredom :


hahars !
guess what ?
cause nic brought three those floaty beds to sentosa ;
so it was like ...
six seven person on that three floats ???!!?
sooo funny !
XD

then ;
jes and i were "invited" to eat cup noodles ;
cause ivan needa do some researches for his projects so yeah ;
and we were like live models ;
errrr ...
at least we got freee cup nooodles to eat ??!
hahars !

then ;
walked the bridge with jes ;
and we were like les partners ;
enjoying tht romantic moment ;
LOLS !

took some pics as well :
*pointing below*






awwww !
beautiful sunset !
:DDD

then ;
nothing much ;
slackkkk ;
chitchat ;
gosssips ;
hittting well with kesavan about family matters ;
so yeah babbay ;
finally found one who has the same mindset as meee !
:D

lols ;
then some went for the dinner ;
then the rest including me went back home ;
hmmmm ;
the journey back home was quite "inteeresting" ;
got entertained by nic and eugene ;

alright babay ;
in short ;
tired but at least ;
got to freee my mind ;
from everything ;
just for a moment ;
(:

11:45 PM happyy-stopp

Friday, May 16, 2008Y


going to update yesterday's ;
and well as today's happpenings ;;

yesterday was the deadline for VDS ;
as well as HIVE photoshot session ;

so yeah ;
hmmmm ;
no comments for the photoshot ;
cause i looked like a complete retard !
sawww those pics on the dcmd blogg ;
><;


then submitted VDS project !
WHOOOOTS !
finally one project is down ;
but still have loadsa more ;
><

anyway ;
went for the danceclub's AGM ;
its some sort of briefing ;
plus a mini concert specially for us ;
so yeah ;

take a look at these videos :



all these dances ;
were danced by the seniors ;
so yeahhhh ;
superrr cooool !
:DDD

but ;
theres an audition !~
worst ;
you have to add in your freestyle !
><;

and yeah today ;
had crs test early in the morning ;
so yeah ;

the test was alright overall ;
just that i kept using the wrong terms of words ;
cause guess what ?
the teacher did record down the conversation ;
and the video cam was just beside me ;
so yeah ;
thats why i stammmered and everything !~
><

and yeah ;
went down to HIVE for short meeting ;
then went down to mac to pack food up to T14 studio ;
and yeah sawww angel !

awwww sorrry angel !
forgot to call ya for lunch ;
but nevermind ;
planning to call ya for lunch next friday ;
so yeah its a PROMISE bbaabay !
:DDD

and yeah ;
my angel gave me yanyan biscuits ;
thanks angel (((:

plus ;
melt bought a soya bean milk ;
guess what ?
cause she wannna me to grow biggger ;
hahars .

and yeah ;
after school ;
nothing to do ;
shopped at westmall ;

bought loadsa things to pamper myself after tiring works and stuuffs ;
*pointing below*

hotpink pumps babay !
:DDD

and also ;
bought a handband ; a fake eyelashes ; hotpink hail polish !!!~
:DDD

camwhoreee !~
(:









and yeah ;
tmr going to sentosa ;
WHOOTS !
:DDD

10:53 PM happyy-stopp