now im seriously fedup !~
of what ?

PRACTICALLY EVERYTHING !~
WHAT THE %@#%@%@%@ !
TOOOOOTS !

i wanna scold bad words badly .
wannna just scold everything out ;
dont wanna hide them inside my heart anymore .

let me ask you people ;
when you got home from school or from a tiring day ;
will your parents ask ya :
"
are you tired ?
is everythingg ok for ya today ?
hows today ?
have you eaten ?
"
something like that ?

guess what my dad asked me the very moment when i went into the house ?

" why you wearing like this ?
you think you are working in pub arhs ?
wear shorts wear till sooo short ?
"

WHAT THE TOOOOTS !
i mean i do know that hes worrying me attracting perverts or whatsoever ;
but oh please its my life ~
im going to be 17 ;
and i do know clearly what im doing .

i mean ;
im human ;
not a robot ;
i have feelings ;
i have thinkings ;
i have my own mindset ;
i do know what i should do and what i shouldnt ;
so please dont ever control of what im wearing ;;
at least .

its like i had a tiring day from school ;
and all i want from home is just peace .
so yeah if you cant say anything nice ;
could you kindly just zip up your mouth and dont utter a single word .
it just get me irritated .

i seriously dont get it ;
why people have understanding parents ;
and i have not ;

i mean ;
i wanna them to treat me as adult ;
as a friend whom i really can just say everything to them ;
and not still treating me as lil' kid or something ;
telling me of what to do or what not to ///

and yeah ;
dont stop me from doing the things that i like ;
that really pissed me off .



i really cant take it ;
cant stand it ;
im really disheartened to have such parents ;
i dontknow why other parents can while mine just cant .

talk to them nicely ;
dont wanna kept talking back to them ;
tried to listen to them ;

in the end what do i get ?



dont wish to talk about it anymore ;
being the eldest is always sooo stressful and stupid .

9:32 PM