melt said i look sooo "bright" today .
cause im wearing like purple top ;
yellow shorts ;
and red pumps !~
striking colours right ?
:D

alright .
now im in the midst of my lessons ...
oh danggg !~
dozing off in lessons again !~
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is there anything to be my awakening ?!?!

alright ;
and yeah later going to watch the boogiewoogie ;
i think his real name is samuel if im nnot wrong ;
hes having a performance over at moberly there .
BEATBOX !!~
hahars .

and yeah today 's break only like ...
one hour ?!?!
oh danggg !~
sooo short !~

oh my gawddd ~!
my stomach is meowingggg for foood again !~
dontknow why nowadays i just got hungry easily ><
HUNGRYYYY BABY ~~!!!
X(((





im soooo confused now ;;
really dontknow ;
whether im cut to be in the design course anot ;
i admitted that i do love design ;
i really wanted to get devoted into it ;
wanna to get physically and mentally prepared for it ;
but stilll ;
theres like something that is stopping me to do so ;
is it that i dont have enough passion in designing or what ?!
im also not sure ;;
cause just now the lecturers said that we have to get really prepared ;
and standby 24/7 for designing industry ;;
therefore i kept pondering real hard whether i belong here ;
in a design course anot ;;;

i wonder ; i ponder ; i suspect ; i fear ///

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