i sudddenly felt saddd ;
infact depressed ;;
i just dontknow why .

maybe im paranoid ;
maybe im stressed up ;
maybe im just imaginating things ;
maybe im thinking back of those baddd memories ;;

i just knew that something was not right ;
something bad was going on ;;
and everything .
but ;
noone wanna tell me about it ;
everyone is keeping their mouth sealed tightly .

i know that maybe they dontwanna tell me ;
scared that i got hurted or anything ;
but i prefer them to say out ;;
tell me truthfully rather than hiding the truth from me ;
i would feeel more better this way .

cause ;
that reminded me of the incident ;;
happened in sec three ;
i know thats the past ;;
and everything is going well .

but ;
i simply just hate the feelings .
seriously ;
i felt lonely ;
i felt scared ;
i felt terrible ;
i felt very uneasy ;;
i felt that everyone seeemed sooo far from me ;
like strangers ;;

i dontknow ;
i feel like crying now ;;
hiding somewhere and cried my lungs out ;
i felt kinda hurt ;
for whatsoever reasons ;;
i seriously feeling like crying .

call me a flirt ;
call me a bitch ;
call me a actcute person ;
call me a extra person ;
call me a slut ;
call me a idiot ;
call me a retard ;
call me a loser ;
i dont care ;;


WHATEVVER !~
im used to those nasty comments ;
and i will used to it somehow ;
so yeah .

dontcareaboutme ;
just treat me as transparent ;
treat me as non-existing ...

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