feeeling kinda emo now ;
in fact very frustrated ;;
SUPERRRRR fcuked up lars !!!~
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guess what ?
actually im going for the movie outing with my friends ;
cause melt's pastor is on the house ;;
so yeah .

at first ;
i have told my dad about the outing already ;
promised him to be back home straight after the movie ;;
as he had set curfew for me ///

actually ;
im already not happy about the curfew ;;
and when i was about to leavee house to meet the rest ;
my dad suddenly dont let me go !~
what the heck !~

as i have promised melt that i would be going ;
and not happy that my dad suddenly go bback on his words ;;
in fact really not happy that he did that everytime ;
so yeah ;
cant take it anymore ;;
cant hold back myself from quarrelling with him ;
so yeah kakabooom !~

in the end ;
of course i lost lars ;;
kenna banned from going out ;
TOTALLY BANNNED !~
guess what ?
i was even banned to come out from my room !!~
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what the !@#%#@$$&%*&#^
i dont understand why i cant go out ;;
just for a simple movie outing !~
totally disappointed with my dad ;;
thought that after the cold war he would be more understandable ;
instead he went WORSE !
>X(

nevermind ;
stayed in my room in whole enire day ;;
totally bored ;;
got TONS of assignments not done ;
but still ;
cant concentratee !!!~
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alright babay ;
thats all for my rantings and frustrations ;;
going back to my homeworks already .
T^T










imCAGEDDD ///
kinda worried for this friday's outing with yakuza
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