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Tuesday, March 4, 2008Y


nowadays i have been feeling depressed ;
feeling lost ;
feeling perturbed ;
feeeling scared ///

theres something ...
that made my heart ; my mind ;
even my soul feeling perturbed and insecure .
the incident ;
has made me mentally disturbed .
is my family going to shatter just like that ?

these few nights ;
i have been crying to sleep .
am i really worried too much ;
or thinking too much ?!?
thats not the fact ; right ?

but the evidence is there ;
i had no choice ; but to accept it .
i hate to ; dont wanna to ; reluctant to .
but still ;
the truth is forever there ;
in my handphone .

i have been pondering of whether to blurt everything out ;
discuss with my dad first ;
or keeping mum pretending nothing happened ?!?
im really lost this time ; really .
i think theres nothing much i can do ;
all i can do is crying ; nothing else .

all because of that woman .
i hate that woman ;
go to hell bitch .
I HATE YOOOOUUU !

12:03 PM happyy-stopp