HATRED ;
on myself that i still not studying hard till now .
DEMORALISED ;
of my results im having now .
FATIGUE ;
of all the stress and presure im having now .
DEPRESSED ;
that im sooo useless .
TERRIFIED ;
that i shouldnt even get basic grades .
totally disappointed with my prep marks .
though i know that its just prep and everything ...
but i still scared ....~
tmr is the last paper of prep .
and next week is the start of prelim .
so yeah must really work dang hard .
mugggging time for now !
i dont care !
if really cannot at least get 18 for L1R4 ...
pleasee -`
