nowadays have been some crappy days for me .'
cause im feeling sooo dang tired lars !
somemore arvind my teddybear has not been in school for 3 days already !
oh no . which means hes dang sick .
gonna message him tonight .
and sooo dang miss him lars .
LMAO .
so yeah .
now dont really have the mood to blog ...
im just feeling like crying .
cause i have seen something ...
something which i SHOULDNT have even seen it .
those mushy words they use are just KILLING me .
and i really feel like dying .
i cant breathe ; and my heartbeat stop .
i hate you man ;
really .
if you can see my heart ; if you can see my tears .
as my eyes are so blurry ; with bitter tears .
my heart is just bleedng sooo profusely ;
that i dont even want to stop the bleeding .
im sooo hopeless ...
and now dont let me see that lovely dovey couple .
as i can tell you i can be MAD if i ever gonna ssee them .
my mood now is just sooo terrible .
ignore me people ;
just treat me as rubbish .
