i have such a terrible weekends .
i have cried soo much in the weekends .
that i have no appetite .
as i only ate very little things .
even when i was sleeping ;
i cried to sleep .
cause something had happened last saturday .
worst of all ;
i cried in the library when i got to know it during the group study !
LMAO .
actually i did tried to control my tears ...
but jaya consoled me and asked me to cry out ; dont hide it in my heart .
and yeah i did cried .
worts ; i cried like noone' s business lars .
DANG !! ~ ><
TO TAIWEN :
(if you got to read this )
though those words are really hurting to me .
but i still have to thank you .
thankyou for telling the truth .
thanks for telling the feeling you have towards me .
so that maybe i can give up all my hopes towards you .
but sad to say that ...
SORRY THAT I CANT STOP LOVING YOU .
is not i dont want to ; how much i wish i can treat you as just normal friend .
but my heart just dont allow me to ;
my heart just wanna to continue loving you after those " harsh " words you have said me .
i really got the meaning .
but still ;
sorry ! i cant control my heart .
i cant tell my heart to stop loving you .
hope that i can get well soon ;
