hmmm .
just now saw something that i shouldnt have seen it ,,,
i simply just know that he would love her deeply .
deeper and deeper as time goes .
but i simply just deprived myself that they will break ; very soon .
but nope ; they are not .
instead they will go further and further from the word " break " .
how i wish they will break ; now !
i know that im plain selfish ; and plain stupid .
but what can i do ?
sit down there and just see them happily together ?
i cant stand it ; really .
why he have to show off his love for her to me ?
nevermind ; forget it .
just leave me alone .